Nonsensical Demon

Thursday, June 25, 2009

something to reflect on





something i do quizzes when im insecure about myself or if i need a life check up...sometimes its true sometimes it's just shit..

These 2 made alot of sense to me - therefore , it meant alot to me.. ALOT.

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

tired of being last to know




he's prob bitching about me..

thanks anuar for the men's part of psychology..

needed it for triple confirmation..

it's normal.. but hard to swallow..

if he really did love me , he would just goddamn do not just say

btw , megan fox is a tranny for those who din noe

in KL now, partying, drinking , chilling , SHOPPING HARDCORE..

Sunday, June 7, 2009

I still bleed because in the end you are happy being a fool

I'm emo, lonely , betrayed made a fool of myself.this song says it all. I watched the CSI-LV with Taylor Swift and it was such an emotional episode for me.My fave character , that white dude got really attached to one of the characters. The whole series of events happened to one girl and how it ended her life it was so sad.

And when the song 'You're Not Sorry' came along. I just couldnt help but think how astray my mum and I now. 90% of the time we don't get along and 1 guy i fell so in love with and 2 of them which became rebounds.Im not mentioning names.But i'm not saying i missed out on the other 2. The other 2, now looking back aren't great guy material. just guy friend material full stop.Every FUCKING line of that song happened to me for like 8 months straight.

How we were so high . and how low he'd betrayed me.Damn.. my period better come.And now im confused about my line and Im trying to get a job.



Lyrics:
All this time I was wasting
Hoping you would come around
I've been giving out chances
Everytime and all you do is let me down
And it's taken me this long
Baby but I've figured you out
And you thinking we'll be fine again
But not this time around


You don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't want to hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby

Like I did before
You're not sorry
No, no, no, no

Looking so innocent
I might believe you
If I didn't know
Could have loved you all my life
If you had'nt left me waiting
In the cold
And you've got your share of secrets
And I'm tired of being last to know

And now you're asking me to listen
'Cause it's worked each time before


But you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't want to hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did before
You're not sorry
No, no, oh
You're not sorry
No, no, oh

You had me crawling for you honey
And it never would have gone away, no
You used to shine so bright
But I watched all of it fade


So you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
There's nothing left to beg for
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did before
You're not sorry
No, no, oh
You're not sorry
No, no, oh..

Saturday, June 6, 2009

Updates on my life

Yesterday was Attica with Matt , Amanda , Celina , Sab , Alex and the crew.

I ended up puking endlessly till my tummy still hurts.

Scandal scandal in my group . Fuck .

u GOTTA love the lagerfeld

Interview from Karl .

NEWS:-
Rumours rumours rumors and RUMOURS.
K.Lagerfeld to quit Chanel . ALber Elbaz to take over Chanel. Olivier Theyskens to take over Lanvin.. Interesting.I love the cruise lines from jacobs and Chanel.

Apparently Christopher Kane's capsule for TOPSHOP is jaw dropping. Can't wait till it hits stores.

Christian Lacroix didnt go with pay for a few months but are still debuting the couture line soon.As u all know the company's bankcrupt.

Versace CEO has resigned.

Loving this interview from K.Lagerfeld:-
Then, he finished up the month in Moscow — visiting the city for his first time ever on Thursday — for a presentation of Chanel's Paris-Moscow collection which first debuted last December; the show marked the first time a Chanel collection has been located in Moscow since 1967.

It must have been a short trip — he didn't even have time to do sightseeing at the Red Square and St. Basil’s Cathedral, which were near his hotel. “Moscow is a city I knew quite well without coming here because I’m an informed person — there are so many books, novels, photos, that in a way I know it . . . I have a feeling I know exactly what is in every museum,” Karl quipped. He explained that he prefers imagining a place to visiting it: "You’re never disappointed by your imagination, but you can be very disappointed by reality.”

In between the showing and a photoshoot with Naomi Campbell in a czarist-style outfit for V magazine, Karl — who traded in his typical Dior Homme for a Martin Margiela suit and tie — took some time to impart some of his signature sardonicism on the topic of Russia: “I think the women are better than the men. I think if I were a woman here, I would be a lesbian.” But there is one notable exception: “I met only one very handsome man — that’s the boyfriend of Naomi [Vladislav Doronin]. He’s quite stunning. With the others, maybe I don’t have the right eye.”

Karl "cannot stand" borscht, and typically relies on steamed fish and grilled vegetables for sustenance. He lamented that Russians couldn't get food right, and brought "some of his staples — corn bread and a protein source" along on the trip, according to WWD. It must be what gives him his computer-like abilities, as he told Russia Today: “I never analyze my collections. I do eight collections for Chanel each year — they overlap. Sometimes I work on two collections at the same time. But I can separate my mind, I’m very organized. In fact, I’m a computer. Also because I don’t use cell phones and computers. My computer is my brain.”

The full news on Versace CEO:-
After weeks of speculation, Versace CEO Giancarlo Di Risio, who has been with the company since 2004, is expected to hand in his resignation at a board meeting on Friday. Despite the fact that Di Risio worked closely with Donatella Versace to make her collections less flashy and returned the house to profit, the company has been under strain from declining sales, and its board recently approved a restructuring plan which effectively sidelines the chief executive.

Di Risio is said to have clashed with Donatella on a number of levels — he disagreed with her lavish lifestyle, according to recent articles in the Italian media, and pushed her to simplify her designs so that the house could introduce accessories and clothes with lower prices.

Generally speaking, the two couldn't agreed on measures of cutting costs — Di Risio was recently unhappy with Donatella's decision to use Mario Testino, who charges upwards of $140,000 a day, for an ad campaign. Donatella, meanwhile, was upset in February over handbags designs that she hadn't been consulted about, the fact that Di Risio sidestepped her to license a cheaper line designed by someone else, and that he hadn't reduced plans for new stores.

Sources told WWD that Di Risio's replacement will be announced quickly; those pinpointed for the short list include Gian Giacomo Ferraris, who is said to be unhappy at Jil Sander, Ferragamo CEO Michele Norsa, whose relationship with the founding family is under strain, and Kim Winser, who stepped down as chief executive at Aquascutum last month. Di Risio, meanwhile, may be in the running for CEO at Roberto Cavalli, which is currently CEO-less.

Friday, June 5, 2009

FMP meeting and fooling around till 2am ahhaha




















FMP meeting at ninung's . random snaps of me and friends out clubbing and FUEL event.
(Kelvin Chen , Alghani, Vanz, Ninung, Sylvia/Fifi , Jess , Mel, Amanda and myself ; Samantha Romson & random DJ at Fuel; Celina and myself others not taken at ZOUK)

Monday, June 1, 2009

Dolce and Gabbana interview Source- Fashionologie


Surprised they're not lovers anymore.

Dolce & Gabbana Won't Do Diffusion Lines, Want to Adopt a Baby
Fri, 05/29/09 — 03:16:18 PM

>> When Domenico Dolce and Stefano Gabbana were docked in Cannes for the film festival last week, they invited a reporter from the Telegraph to lie with them on a leopard-skin throw on Gabbana's yacht, among a bevy of bronzed models in brief swimwear draped over the furniture. Gabbana did mini pirouettes while explaining that they first visited the festival seven years ago: “That first year, I remember partying so hard that I left a nightclub with a gigantic red bowl and walked home with it over my head.”

Gabbana may be the only designer in the world these days who isn't enamored with the Obamas; he shrugged at the suggestion that he and Dolce might like to dress them: “We don’t do politics.” Also not on their to-do list? A diffusion line for the likes of H&M — Gabbana pulls a face at the thought: "We don’t need to. That kind of exposure could be dangerous for us.”

They do have one particular wish though, the Telegraph reports: a baby.

They . . . harbour fantasies of adopting a child together one day — a dream dashed by European adoption laws. “Those are never going to change,” shrugs Gabbana sadly. “The problem is that you touch a really sensitive issue — particularly in [Roman Catholic] Italy — because of the Pope. Although I believe that it’s not so much about religion as it is about political opinion.”

Even though their 20-year love affair ended in 2005, they still have a good working relationship.

“Professionally, we are still partners, and we still love each other with that big love now. Domenico is a part of my life, but he has a boyfriend and I have a boyfriend,” says Gabbana. Are there really no feelings of jealousy? “No,” Dolce says quietly. “At the beginning it was problematic, but now we want to be an example to people because it’s not just gay couples who break up and it should be possible to have a good relationship afterwards. On our death beds, we would want each other there.”

They didn't always get along, based on their first impressions of one another.

“I thought he was a monster,” snaps Gabbana. “Seriously, he was such a fashion victim. He looked like a priest, all dressed in black with that white skin and a shaved head. It wasn’t very impressive.” “Stefano was very Milanese, with his long hair and Lacoste T-shirt,” counters Dolce.

And they don't always agree — particularly on the subject of retirement.

“If you look at painters and designers throughout history, there has always been a moment in life to create, but it’s important to understand when that time is finished,” says Dolce.

“But for us, it would almost be impossible to stop,” interrupts Gabbana. “We created the brand from nothing; the different elements of it are like our babies.” He pauses. “I think I’d die if I stopped. I would, I’d die.”

But they do love the Brits.

“I like Peaches Geldof,” volunteers Dolce. “And Alice Dellal. That new generation is very interesting. Oh,” — he claps his hands together — “and I love the two princes, William and Harry — they are sexy and beautiful.” Gabbana agrees. “We always take inspiration from the English, whether it’s the Queen, Oscar Wilde or those British bankers. You have this unique, eccentric, taste.”

hi girls and boys ,

Sorry for the lack of blogging.

Lazy balls.

Y'all know of House of George.So i've been working on it. Its almost finished! Well , i can only speak for the design part which i will send to Jess for 3D Max-ing Then to find manufacturers either in Msia or in Indo.It's gonna be very different and exciting so wish me the best.

Next we have my endless partying and drinking with friends of the fam and friends whom i treat as fam - u guys are not excluded, loves!!

Ill be in KL say around June 16th or so. Me and my homey amanda will be down for business really.

And ive been helping her with her garment and composition, attending meetings with contractors for my booth which will be featured in Harper's Bazaar Indonesia.Jewelry exclusively by Normon Ang.

Will be graduating with a diploma on June 15th.Then it's either my degree or strictly House of George.

You'll get first dibs for sure. Tokyo and Melbourne!!!!Indonesia as well.

Sunday, May 24, 2009

Fuel VVIP

saw samantha romson and some damn cute DJ who was playing. Music was tight on balls. too lazy to upload pix.

partying and i wanna get a piercing on top of my boobs.

chiao

Sunday, May 17, 2009

I was bored so i wanna tell u of the Roman history of love and lust

cant beleive that during St. Valentine's existence aka Roman times, COurtly love was only for the common folk and for royalty. SHIT.

Cupid was the name given by the Romans to the Greek god Eros (who was called Kama by the Hindus in India). He was the god of Love, Desire and Lust. Just as Venus was the mother of Cupid, Aphrodite was the mother of Eros in ancient Greek religious mythology. We see here that the goddess of Beauty gives birth to the little god of Love, Desire, and Lust. It is from Cupid’s Greek name, Eros, from which we get the words erotic and erotica. Erotic means “of, or concerning, or tending to arouse, sexual love or desire;” and “dominated by sexual love or desire.” Which means literally “to desire greedily or avariciously.” This is synonymous with lust and lusting after someone. Erotica is a sexual turn-on.

o yea... Aphrodite likes to commit herself to incest ( yeah u hamsup romans.. sarcasm).This Cupid was the god of desire and lust, not romantic love. Cupid’s relationship with his mother Venus seems to antedate Freud’s notion of the Oedipus complex. Several paintings from the Renaissance, from artists more familiar with Greek and Roman religious mythology than are we, show a rather incestuous relationship existing between Cupid and Venus.

Cupid and Aphro are copies of Indian god and goddess of love and lust.NICE...

So during Lupercalia , woemn get slapped with a bloody piece of meat and have sex no love and get little love notes from the men . The decided to create Aphrodite Kallipygos aka Goddess with a Gorgeus Ass (no kid) andfrom there the symbol of the heart aka ur ass cheeks seen from ur butthole- turn that 2010 and the wonders of marketing and its not a bad thing at all.

yes im bored and i want a chun ass piercing cuz i couldnt get my industrial. Was thinking ontop of my boobs btw not my nipples.